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6.9.98

Argh.  I knew this would happen.

I have just gotten too busy.  I have always been busy.  But, I have gotten too busy with ‘regular’ stuff.  New job, relationship, hobbies, projects, etc..,  Overall, I would have to say that my lifestyle has gotten more routine.  And, I am happy for it.

I never thought I would ever hear myself say that, but I am – I am happy for the routine.

Yes, life is more relaxing now.  I am all mostly grown up and become a full-fledged ‘man’.  I have realized and come to accept that I do enjoy a good sit-on-the-can-and-read-for-a-while activity.  And, other pleasures such as scratching myself in assorted places, just feels so darn friggin’ good.

Today, I wake up and realize that people such as music stars are all younger than I.  I pass by police officers and take a good look and I realize the same.  I realize that the average person who started college this year was born in the eighties.  They do not remember a time without music videos.  They do not even remember a Reagan era.  They were born into the decade where I held wondrous teenage memories.  For heaven’s sake, I remember when I wrote my name on the cabin wall with toothpaste of my summer camp Talcott – that was in 1979.

The point is that I am getting older, slowing down a little, and I like it.  I like it a lot.

There is also a method to my madness here I have yet to explain.  In all this getting too busy with routine things, I find myself week after week, a little too cramped to make weekly updates to this page.  The thought came across my mind to stick it out, sell commercial banners on here, and then sell it off and make a huge profit, but that is unrealistic, a little too egotistical, and would contradict the spirit of ‘why’ I have created this web page.  I will not sell out!  No way man, not me!

So, I have come to the conclusion that I will update this page in a random fashion.  My guess is that sometimes, it may update more frequently than once a week, other times, it may not.  I will have to give it some more thought, but we will have to give this a shot.

Starting now – stay tuned for a random schedule.
 

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